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elishacat

December 4th, 2007

Current Mood:

sad

flipping around the galleries of random photography and came across something that I don't think I'd seen before... caydin and I at the Mowry new year's eve masq from last december... I didn't recall having our picture taken hugging each other but...

cried for about half an hour

that was the last night I saw her in person before she left on her pilgrimage.  she wrote a few times and I wrote back, and then... no more...

and I miss her

bast, I miss her

and I also know I need to be over it, it's been a year, she's not coming back, I know this
but my heart doesn't want to believe it