elishacat- November 27th, 2006
Aren't we cute? =^_^= she really does make me happy, in exactly the same way my other loves do, only I tend to see her more -- she lives with me! :)
Monday, November 27, 2006
Me and Caydin, a little punky :)
Aren't we cute? =^_^= she really does make me happy, in exactly the same way my other loves do, only I tend to see her more -- she lives with me! :)
Sunday, November 26, 2006
(no subject)
elishacat- November 26th, 2006
blah
Catnapping aboard Ujyalo Dawn.Boredom relief by sudden impromptu threeway pickup race between myself, Tristin, and a two-handed tako crewed by Pensive and Lehua.I miss Caydin. She had to work.
I miss... no. It's enough to say missing is easy, forgetting is hard, and loving is always.I was good. I went to Dazzle and only bought one thing. My purse is still mostly full.I feel bad for my brother. I know he's not eating. I know he misses her too.I feel so uncentered. I want to nail myself to the ground. I want to run far, far away.I can go to my roof and sit, that's a little away, and familiar.I can go to Evolving's and sleep. She has a place for me still.I could go to Crimsonheart's, but I can't.I can go back to the Ujyalo Dawn and sleep in the bunk there, and if I want to go elsewhere hell, throw off the lines and sail there.
What is so damn wrong with me? I feel like I want to crawl out of my own skin, like I want to take off and fly and keep flying and just never come back.But I'd be missing and leaving too much behind, the gentle smile I sleep next to... and never could.Bah.
I miss... no. It's enough to say missing is easy, forgetting is hard, and loving is always.I was good. I went to Dazzle and only bought one thing. My purse is still mostly full.I feel bad for my brother. I know he's not eating. I know he misses her too.I feel so uncentered. I want to nail myself to the ground. I want to run far, far away.I can go to my roof and sit, that's a little away, and familiar.I can go to Evolving's and sleep. She has a place for me still.I could go to Crimsonheart's, but I can't.I can go back to the Ujyalo Dawn and sleep in the bunk there, and if I want to go elsewhere hell, throw off the lines and sail there.
What is so damn wrong with me? I feel like I want to crawl out of my own skin, like I want to take off and fly and keep flying and just never come back.But I'd be missing and leaving too much behind, the gentle smile I sleep next to... and never could.Bah.
Tuesday, November 7, 2006
Caydin sitting on my roof at sunrise
elishacat- November 7th, 2006
She took this for me somehow, but I wanted to share it.We are defined in part by the friends we keep... if Caydin, along with everyone else I know, is any indicator, I think I'm doing just fine...
love you hon :*
Monday, November 6, 2006
(no subject)
elishacat- November 6th, 2006
grateful
You are better as my friend, than you were as my girlfriend. I thank Bast that I realized this in time to agree with you, and I love you for making me realize this as well.I never wanted anyone else in my life to come between us; I love you too much for that.I am so blessed to have you in my life and happy you have no intention of leaving. I love you.
Subscribe to:
Posts (Atom)