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elishacat

May 27th, 2004

Current Mood:

giddy

Hmm... and Jenevive has been staying over for the past couple of days. I'm such a lucky girl. :P

She went out this morning, had some stuff to take care of, and now I think I might need to go do some grocery shopping... Fal's pretty much eaten us out of house and home at this point and ate the last of my strawberry ice cream (the wench) because I found the empty carton on the floor next to the couch. Oh yeah, she's asleep on the couch for some reason. I hope it didn't startle J when she left this morning...

oh well. Off to look through the cabinets to see what I no longer have.

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elishacat

May 25th, 2004

Current Mood:

loved

mm I am so warm and loved... and you, my love, are to blame and I am more the happy for it...

You're asleep here in bed with me now, so beautiful, and I hope I don't wake you with this laptop; almost forgot to hit mute when I booted it up...

I don't want you to leave me, again, ever, not now that you're back and I realize how much I missed you...

so I'm stretched out here feeling warm and happy and fulfilled and content and... ok, a little sore and tingly but that's a good thing from you... and I love watching you sleep and wonder what you dream of when you do and hope it's me...

going to let you sleep now and maybe I'll join you....

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elishacat

May 25th, 2004

Current Mood:

shocked

Holy crap!

Fallon looks -pretty!- today!

WTF?!

She actually has on a light-colored floral dress and heels...

I'm scared.

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elishacat

May 25th, 2004

Current Mood:

bouncy

YAY!!!

On the phone with J, wanna see if she can come over... [hopehopehope]

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elishacat

May 25th, 2004

HI JENEVIVE! you're right next to me but you'll prolly looks at this later.

I love you!

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elishacat

May 24th, 2004

Current Mood:

hot

WHen the hell did Fallon paint her room black?

Thank god for liberal rental policies. Now just got to think how to paint it back to white if I ever move out...

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elishacat

May 21st, 2004

Current Mood:

okay

Found a box of chocolates on the living room table with a note addressed to me, from Fallon.

You know, for all that she's rude and annoying... sometimes i think she still cares about me.

And I guess I do still love her; I mean, she is my big sister and all that and I always used to be closer to her than to Ash or anyone. I think finding out how Mom was from Ash before I was born, and getting old enough to put things together on my own, and knowing why Fal's relationship with Ash is so strained..

Or else she's trying to get on my good graces and drive a wedge between me and the bro again. Doubt that's going to happen. She owes me rent. No good graces yet.

sorry for the vent.

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elishacat

May 21st, 2004

it's hot, it's humid, it should rain
I want to run around outside in the rain naked, get my fur all soaked through
shake myself dry, and when it's sunny stretch out on a rock and bask and then go home and take a nice cool shower and come out to find my girlfriend waiting there for me, smiling as I exit the bathroom, so I can smile at her frosty white scales and wings and take each other in each other's arms...

i'm sitting in here drinking warm iced tea in my bathrobe.

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elishacat

May 21st, 2004

Current Mood:

horny

My brother made me do it, honest!

If there is one person you can't stop thinking about, post this exact sentence in your journal.

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elishacat

May 21st, 2004

Current Mood:

crappy

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They joke that some days it's not worth waking up and peeling the cat off your face.

What do you do if you -are- the cat?

I don't want to get up... but I want J in bed with me too at least.

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elishacat

May 20th, 2004

A GAME-BOY. Youre like a tomboy without the love of
sports. Reality sucks, but as long as you have
your electronics you feel you can cope. Time
goes unnoticed when youre locked in your room
hooked up to your Nintendo, rocking to your
favourite collection of guitar-driven
albums.

Your virtues: Intelligence, sense-of-humour,
individuality.

Your flaws: Inability to cope with real life,
action-freak spirit, reclusive nature.

Your Personality type is the only type that would
like this cool online gothic Game:

www.life-blood.vze.com

What kind of girl are you?
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No! no, this isn't right at all. I'm not a video game junkie. :( Let's try a different one.

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elishacat

May 20th, 2004

Current Mood:

happy

You have a beautiful soul! These are rare and very
special. One who has a beautiful soul had
beauty inside and out, and are always very
kind. You may be the one who always applies
make-up to look better and achieve certain
standards, but you look just as gorgeous
without makeup. You take pride in yourself
because you know that you are worth better.
Sometimes you preen in front of the mirror for
hours, but youre never too busy to help
someone. Everyone loves you and you love them
back, with a lot of friends, and popularity.
But you didnt get it because of your
clothes-you got it because there seems to be a
radiance around you, a sort of glow, that
attracts people to do better and be better.

What Kind of SOUL do you posses? (For Girls only) Incredible Anime Pictures!
brought to you by Quizilla

I like this one better. And it's funny; my brother has this picture as the wallpaper on one of his computers.

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elishacat

May 20th, 2004

Current Mood:

distressed

Ack! J called me when I was in the shower and I missed the call! Crap crap crap crap crap!

need to call her back as soon as my hair dries.

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elishacat

May 20th, 2004

Current Mood:

depressed

[pounds head] I am sooooo stupid. Why do I do this to myself?

But sex is fun!

But is it worth it?

Hard to say no in the middle of it. I hate my life sometimes but it's fun when I don't.

But see, except maybe for J, nobody knows I'm like this. They call me pretty and all that and I don't believe them even though I should. I know I look good... real good... and I dress nice or cute or sexy to match, but do I feel like I deserve it?

I'm a freak. Other girls are half cat or have wings or whatever but I'm such a... product. Mom didn't want me because she liked kids. She wanted the perfect offspring. Well, she got it.

Last time I felt this way I cut my hair and dyed it blue and dressed like a goth all the time. Now I just want to curl in a ball and cry.

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elishacat

May 19th, 2004

Current Mood:

content

Yay! Found a user picture to use for myself.

No, it's not me. But the resemblance is astounding, isn't it? Er, if you know what I look like, that is.

*sigh*

elishacat

May 19th, 2004

Current Mood:

lonely

J's not home.

I could use her cheering me up right now. I love her soooo much.

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elishacat

May 19th, 2004

Current Mood:

apathetic

So now I'm trying to see if I need to run an after-hours errand for my boss. No, not that kind of errand, you sicko. I hate him. He's not even good looking. And I'd leave the job if I didn't need the money (not that I make much working the few hours a day I do but hey).

And talking on the phone to K. He's not saying much, though.

If I didn't need the extra $ I'd just ask if he was going to be anywhere tonight and go and hangout somewhere. Even if it's checking out the normal traffic in the plaza. I don't feel like sitting around the house all evening. But I don't want to go out and miss the chance for some extra bank y'know? I have rent to pay. Fal seems to be in one of her light months... guess whatever tricks she's turning aren't paying as much.

I don't mean she does that. I don't know. But she used to bring in some money from somewhere so whatever.

Had a salad for dinner tonight after I came in. Wasn't in the mood for it, though.

I hate not knowing what I want to do.