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elishacat

June 27th, 2006

Current Mood:

depressed

Dear LJary,

Ash starts his entries with 'On Whatever,' like 'On Food' and 'On Sadness' or whatnot (I'm waiting for him to do 'On Dasher, On Dancer...' hee)

I guess one could be called On Polyamory, or something like.

I met someone while hanging around the baths, furwatching and chatting. He's a nice fox, (not the same fox I have a pic of here) and we got along nicely, and he treats me well, and flatters me and is nice to spend time with...

but he doesn't jive with me being poly. And that's otherwise, rationally, fine with me, but... I really do like him, a lot, and I would have had a relationship with him, maybe, if it got that far...

I mean, I think I fell for him, hard.

But he can't handle the idea that I'm just not wired to be in a commited relationship, and I'm not willing to leave Jenevive, either.

Curse me, curse life, curse it all. *sighs*

But you know, in the end... I'm still happy with who I am, and if he's willing to still be my friend, then I'll have him and I'll be his friend in whichever way he's comfortable with.

so.